If Today Was Your Last Day...

If today was your last day, what would you do? What would Jesus do?

Would you live each moment like your last?

Tomorrow was too late, could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you leave old pictures in the past?

Would you donate every dime you had?

Would you make a mark by mending a broken heart?

Would you call those friends that you never see? Reminisce old memories?

Would you forgive your enemies?

Would you find that one you're dreaming of? Swear up and down to God above that you'd finally fall in love?

I Hate You, Aeris!

Hate you! May God f*ck you!

To hell with you! All you ever did is tearing us apart!

I thought this thing between you both are over... but NO!

Damn you to the ground, you jerkass faggot!

H1N1

Been having H1N1's signs from Thursday until present... seen professional help but it is still here, inside of me...

The irritational and painful medicine just made up my days with sufferings. Just want it to end... that's all...

Babe... what if the doctors were right..? Farewell..?

I'm handing my life and soul to you now my Lord our God...

Heartless. Just upset, very upset. That's all.

In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road,
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know some things you things that you aint told me
Ayo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna pay me back
You gon' show me
So you walk round like you don't me
You got them new friends
Well I got homeys
But at the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless

How could you be so Dr. Evil
You're bringing out a side of
Me that I don't know,
I decided we wasn't gonna speak so why are up 3 a.m. on the phone,
Why does she be so mad at me for, homey I don't know she hot and cold,
I won't stop and mess my groove up cause I already know how this thing goes,
You run and tell you're friends that you're leavin' me,
They say that they don't see what you see in me,
You wait a couple months then you gone' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night...

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told.
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless? oh... how could you be so heartless.

What is going on inside of me? So depressed.. so bullshit.. I can't even tell what is it all about.

I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best that I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take,
When people run in circles, it's a very, very

Mad world.

Mad me.

Scared.. just darn scared.. will it go smoothly..?

I still have this precious time to blog it out of my heart felt feelings.

Babe, I wish I could see you before I go for it.

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God, please have she and her family blessed. I'm putting my own life onto you now.

The happiness of loving you~

That feeling, is still frustrating

The memories is already over

Living in the past will only bring sadness

Every words of farewell are hidden with a scar behind

Don't wish to think about it anymore ever

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After days of elaborations...

I knew that

The recent her, loves me so much

Loving her in return, gives the same happiness

Just want to be with her

If, the chances of getting happiness only reaches 1% out of the 100%

Then I shall not even miss that opportunity for happiness

*I'm even more loving you than you can imagine*

Thank God for allowing me to have her entered to my world