Without you.

When I think of all my sorrow and I had you there, but then I let you go. And now it's only fair that I should let you know, what you should know.

Already gone.

I never thought that I was so blind, I can finally see the truth. It's me for you. Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side, 'cause it's never gonna be the truth too far for you.

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in. Perfect couldn't keep this love alive. You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go.

If I could see the future and how this plays out, I bet it's better than where we are now. But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why.

I wanna.

Have you ever had to talk to the person you loved most, tell them it's gonna be alright, when you know it's not?

I certainly do.

Available?

Is this already over? Hell, I have no freaking idea at all. Don't ask me about it, and don't try to get the answers from me. Because for Christ's sake, I have hell of an idea. I'd better be myself, just for the sake of you.

I guess I'll just have to maintain my so-called "blur-ness" for now. Yeah, it's stupid but what can I do? Teach me? Educate me? Advise me? Lol... I don't know. You don't seem to care anymore and from that road onwards, I've lost my soul.

Is it just me or are you just heartless? I told 'ya, I have no idea at all. I really do not know. But yet, I don't really wish to know. Because I know you won't be telling anyway. You just have to keep all that to yourself, perhaps?

Such a bothering matter, but I can't do anything about it. Use of force is not allowed in this, and for that I won't be doing to satisfy only myself. Oh well, I just can't take it. My heart is racing like mad, and the feelings just keeps on spinnin' out. Oh well, I'm guessing you won't be able to understand.

Let it be then, let it be.

Paramore?

Ignorance is your new best friend.

Teehehehe... xD!

Anyway, happy birthday to my big brother Jason! :D

Whatever it takes.

I'll do whatever it takes.

To turn this around.

I know what's at stakes.

What's wrong?

Sometimes you hold so tight, it slips right through your hands.