你已经好久没有打电话给我，
甚至没有发短信给我，
我们，就这样了吧。

不再为你心动了。

距离拉长了思念，却阻隔了见面。
让你离我好远好远。

眼看着身边的人一个一个都有了轰轰烈烈，
我想，是该放下你了。

不要说我不甘寂寞，因为我已经寂寞了好久。
不要说我用情不专，因为你从来不属于我。
也不要说我轻言放弃，你甚至一个微小的回应都没给我.
那是因为爱，因为委屈，因为心痛…

不再留着你的短信不舍得删掉了。
不再一遍一遍的回看我们的聊天记录了。
不再眼巴巴的盯着手机期望你的电话了。
不再到处跟别人打听你的消息了。
不再向好友倾诉自己的心酸了。
因为倾诉过一次，已经代表，我决定放下你了。

你拨动了我的心弦，却不曾为我驻足。
当我以为你还在的时候，你已没有踪影。
当你回头找寻我的时候，我已开始寻找自己的天空。
亲爱的，我把最美好最美好的年华留给了你。

我，于你无愧。

亲爱的，我的青春有限，承担不起一生一世的等待。
亲爱的，让我骄傲一次，这次，是我不要你了。
我爱你的时候是真的爱你，我不爱你的时候是真的不爱你了。

等待不苦，苦的是，没有希望的等待。

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由，那我宁愿回到自己一个人生。

我爱你，但，那只是曾经。

Love feels lost,
where is it to be found?

My heart is still here.
We have to go around and around.

In all the time,
I was loving you faithfully.
And you took my love,
And you turn around on me.

Now I don't wanna fight with you,
I got everything I can do.
Don't you leave me like that, I just want my girl back.
Let me work it out for it is over.

It's hard to let go.
Girl we went through so many things.
But for you to grow, have to go and spread your wings.
I see your tear, you searching for a pride of day.
You should have hold it through,
when you gave my love away.

Now I don't wanna fight with you,
I got everything I can do.
Had to leave it like that, but my thought I'mma back.
We tried to work it out,
but it's over.

What are we doing?
What can we see to work it out?
What are we doing?
Can we forget what love was about?
Feels like I'm losing, when it was everything to me.
And now I realize,
we're just better not together.

Girl, it's just too much for me to say,
you were to tell me that you love me.
And then to watch you walk away.
But girl the way you fight,
it's just the way.
That's way it's better this way.
No, what else to say?

Alright, I had enough! After all these while, I have finally realized that sometimes in life, being a nice guy, I mean like, "too nice" guy is bad. There's certain people that they know you are treating them really good, they'll start to take advantage of you. Only by then, you can't help it but to assist them in whatever way you think could be useful to them 'cause you've already get used to it.

I know it now. I really do. This is the third time I got played. THIS SHIT ENDS NOW. UPSET on these people who doesn't appreciate you for what you've done for them. I'm not saying that being helpful is bad. IT IS a good thing. But those who are helped SHOULD know that they would not overdo people who are helping them. FUCK IT.

That's it. There are times back then when I thought I would be happy with you. IT'S CLEAR NOW. I will not give a damn anymore because I DON'T WANT TO. It hurts. SCREW ME? FUCK YOU.

Man, so much happenings in these while. This just sucks. But SHIT. Gotta stand up and walk again. I ain't gonna give up that easily. NO WAY. Projects, assignments, events and shits. Stand aside yo! XD

難過,

是因為悶了很久,
是因為想了太多.

是心理起了作用.

在一起有點勉強,
該不該現在休了我?

不想太多,
我想一定是我,
聽錯弄錯搞錯.

拜託...

其實我早已經猜透看透不想多說,
只是我怕眼淚撐不住.

我不想拆穿你.

當作是你開的玩笑,
想通卻又再考倒我.

說散你想很久了吧?

我的認真敗給你的黑色幽默.

Bigger than my body.

Yes I'm grounded,
got my wings clipped.

I'm surrounded,
by all this pavement.

Guess I'll circle.

While I'm waiting,
for my fuse to dry.

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up.
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough.
How come we don't say I love you enough?
'Til it's too late. It's not too late.

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come.
And we could make a feast from these crumbs.
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun.
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done?

And if your plane fell out of the skies,
who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we left out of our lives.
And when we long for absolution, there will be no one on the line.