2010

Had an awesome night of BBQ gathering party with my secondary mates. With such awesome friends and awesome food, it definitely made this new year an awesome one too!

Welcome, 2010! My greetings to the rest of all my other buddies too!

p.s. Girl, thanks for being with me that night too. ;)

I had fun during my birthday. There's much people and friends that I want to thank. And it's even much to write them all down now. You know who you are.

Thank you for remembering me.
Thank you for believing in me.
Thank you for being with me.
Thank you for celebrating with me.

So much thank you's.

THANK YOU. :)

It wasn't a great trip, after all.

Not that I'm saying I didn't enjoyed myself but, I broke my right arm.

But with you and your concern, I can still touch the sky.

If we crawl 'til we can walk again.
Then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump.
Then we'll fly until there is no wind.

I'm crawling back to love. :)

Things just won't go the way we want, isn't it?

I'm alright. Just upset, very upset right now.

I'm also a human being, OKAY!?

I have feelings. I ain't no robotic sucker. Don't treat me as some kind of Transformers.

You know what? If you're seeing this right now, I just wanna tell you that I'm starting to hate you. Really.

Hate you for being ruthless to me. Hate you for being rude to me. Hate you for not being understanding. Hate you for not being looking in the point of my view in things.

I'm so gonna miss you, Sara.

Take care and be cautious on whatever you do.

Hope to hear from you soon and don't forget to buy souvenirs for me!

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Hard day, really, hard day.

It was so unexpected and kind of rough.

Denise, hopefully you'll recover soon enough. You have your caring parents and we as your lovely friends. No worries. Get well soon.

And my car! Freak! Front bumper's almost fell off. But I guess it's worth it, though. Well, not really "worth it" but I think it's okay. No sweat. Perhaps what Joy and Phuna said is true then. I did an awesome and holy job today, kind of like "saving" her. But I don't know. I'm not really looking for a good deed that's gonna happen to me real soon just because I helped her in her situation.

I'm just gonna be myself, not as what Joy said that I'll soon have a good deed come to me. Feels great though, helping others. I'm not expecting something good from her but, yeah I'm glad she's doing okay now.
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Somehow, some of my girlfriends heard what happened and they asked if I'm having a crush on that girl, Denise. Are we an item now? Are you kidding me, seriously? The answer is no. I'm making this very clear, right here right now. They were like, "You seem very worried for her, are you guys just normal friends or beyond that?" And I was like, "Hell, she's just my course mate. I'm worried because I worried her as in a friends' way. No more than that. And you know I always treat y'all the same too, don't ever forget that."

I've been that kind of situation before. And I know exactly how does it feels. This sort of fainting and collapsing, hell I know how is it. My case was worst back then. I happened to have fainted in the LRT. But I'm alright now. Been following professionals' advices, finalf*ckingly I'm alright now.

Thanks to all of you. For taking care of me, advising me, lecturing me, be there for me, and all sort of stuff. Really, my sincere appreciation goes to you all. For believing in me that I could always pick myself up even though sad things happened.
Thank you. I'm so freaking fine now.

Jesse and Phoebe, I love both of you. BFFs and ever, babes!

:D

30 Seconds To Mars - Kings And Queens

Into the night,
desperate and broken.
The sound of a fight,
Father has spoken.

Into your lives,
hopeless and taken.
We stole our new lives,
through blood and pain.

In defense of our dreams.

The age of man is over.
A darkness comes and all.
These lessons that we learned here,
have only just begun.

We were the Kings and Queens of promise!
We were the victims of ourselves!
Maybe the children of a lesser God,
between Heaven and Hell.