Hard day, really, hard day.

It was so unexpected and kind of rough.

Denise, hopefully you'll recover soon enough. You have your caring parents and we as your lovely friends. No worries. Get well soon.

And my car! Freak! Front bumper's almost fell off. But I guess it's worth it, though. Well, not really "worth it" but I think it's okay. No sweat. Perhaps what Joy and Phuna said is true then. I did an awesome and holy job today, kind of like "saving" her. But I don't know. I'm not really looking for a good deed that's gonna happen to me real soon just because I helped her in her situation.

I'm just gonna be myself, not as what Joy said that I'll soon have a good deed come to me. Feels great though, helping others. I'm not expecting something good from her but, yeah I'm glad she's doing okay now.
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Somehow, some of my girlfriends heard what happened and they asked if I'm having a crush on that girl, Denise. Are we an item now? Are you kidding me, seriously? The answer is no. I'm making this very clear, right here right now. They were like, "You seem very worried for her, are you guys just normal friends or beyond that?" And I was like, "Hell, she's just my course mate. I'm worried because I worried her as in a friends' way. No more than that. And you know I always treat y'all the same too, don't ever forget that."

I've been that kind of situation before. And I know exactly how does it feels. This sort of fainting and collapsing, hell I know how is it. My case was worst back then. I happened to have fainted in the LRT. But I'm alright now. Been following professionals' advices, finalf*ckingly I'm alright now.

Thanks to all of you. For taking care of me, advising me, lecturing me, be there for me, and all sort of stuff. Really, my sincere appreciation goes to you all. For believing in me that I could always pick myself up even though sad things happened.
Thank you. I'm so freaking fine now.

Jesse and Phoebe, I love both of you. BFFs and ever, babes!

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