Now that I'm here thinking back, sometimes I wish if things could go back to normal again.

How I wish if time could just rewind back to the day where we started.
How I wish if everything was okay and alright.
How I wish if I wasn't the one hurting you and you weren't the one killing me.
How I wish if I could take back my offensive words and you think before you make decisions.

I feel helpless sometimes. I feel like talking to someone to make myself feel better.

The pain is excruciating sometimes, but what more is there in my power for me to do? Perhaps time is the only medicine for me right now.