Love feels lost,
where is it to be found?

My heart is still here.
We have to go around and around.

In all the time,
I was loving you faithfully.
And you took my love,
And you turn around on me.

Now I don't wanna fight with you,
I got everything I can do.
Don't you leave me like that, I just want my girl back.
Let me work it out for it is over.

It's hard to let go.
Girl we went through so many things.
But for you to grow, have to go and spread your wings.
I see your tear, you searching for a pride of day.
You should have hold it through,
when you gave my love away.

Now I don't wanna fight with you,
I got everything I can do.
Had to leave it like that, but my thought I'mma back.
We tried to work it out,
but it's over.

What are we doing?
What can we see to work it out?
What are we doing?
Can we forget what love was about?
Feels like I'm losing, when it was everything to me.
And now I realize,
we're just better not together.

Girl, it's just too much for me to say,
you were to tell me that you love me.
And then to watch you walk away.
But girl the way you fight,
it's just the way.
That's way it's better this way.
No, what else to say?

Alright, I had enough! After all these while, I have finally realized that sometimes in life, being a nice guy, I mean like, "too nice" guy is bad. There's certain people that they know you are treating them really good, they'll start to take advantage of you. Only by then, you can't help it but to assist them in whatever way you think could be useful to them 'cause you've already get used to it.

I know it now. I really do. This is the third time I got played. THIS SHIT ENDS NOW. UPSET on these people who doesn't appreciate you for what you've done for them. I'm not saying that being helpful is bad. IT IS a good thing. But those who are helped SHOULD know that they would not overdo people who are helping them. FUCK IT.

That's it. There are times back then when I thought I would be happy with you. IT'S CLEAR NOW. I will not give a damn anymore because I DON'T WANT TO. It hurts. SCREW ME? FUCK YOU.

Man, so much happenings in these while. This just sucks. But SHIT. Gotta stand up and walk again. I ain't gonna give up that easily. NO WAY. Projects, assignments, events and shits. Stand aside yo! XD

難過,

是因為悶了很久,
是因為想了太多.

是心理起了作用.

在一起有點勉強,
該不該現在休了我?

不想太多,
我想一定是我,
聽錯弄錯搞錯.

拜託...

其實我早已經猜透看透不想多說,
只是我怕眼淚撐不住.

我不想拆穿你.

當作是你開的玩笑,
想通卻又再考倒我.

說散你想很久了吧?

我的認真敗給你的黑色幽默.