(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你.错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.
(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你.错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.
(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了.但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这是他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.
(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓.但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪.
(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.
I told you that I'm truly sorry and I apologized for everything that I've caused, but did you accept my sincere apology? No. I'm not here saying that I'm forcing you to do so but, did you? And in truth, I'm not trying to get you to pity, understand, forgive or even, love me back. Not a chance at all. This is exactly all my thoughts and current feelings that I'm running through now. And please don't say that I just want to make myself feel better, and I want to blame you or anything. Not a chance in my entire life. I wrote all these, it's bullshits to you but it's diamonds to me. If you think that I'm trying to say all these incidents happened is because of you, then you are wrong. I've never ever want your apology and will ever I've never want you to do or feel anything at all either. Because I'll never know what the future brings. I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand. If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
'cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away. And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today. 'cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right. And though I don't know whether I will be with you. And like it or not, know my heart is by your side.
Why do you forward me this if ever you had already knew? I'm not gonna blame it on you anymore. As I say it again and again, it's never the real truth that's too far from you. You'll never know. I want you to know, it doesn't matter. Where we take this road, someone's gotta go. And I want you to know, you couldn't have loved me better. But I want you to move on, so I'm already gone. You told me it's over, it's not going to work out right anymore and you are tired of my everything. Your "tired" of me made me speechless, made me helpless and made me even felt hopeless.
你永远都不可能知道你那一小个"累了 / 真的好累"对我来说是有着多大的打击，多么的困扰。You'll never know. But it's alright. I can truly understand. I won't make you feel guilty or anything. Am I crazy for falling in love with you, or is it really just another crush? Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you. You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized. Are you holding back like the way I do? 'cause I've tried and tried to walk away, but I know this crush ain't going away.
So, here goes. You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong. So I'm gone, I'm already gone. Here, I'm gone.
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